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Proper Confessions

by Brightview

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1.
I would be coming home to dust on the bible and unmade sheets a lowercase f smeared across my wall this should've been a hint to grow the f*ck up to become a grown up I'm stuck in my old room I must not tell lies mouth and eyes stitched shut troubled by sad songs wasting breath on thoughts not heard exchanging plans for fresh warm love rushing the hallway kicking the door I burned pages of digital proof hit and run came easily to a certain point just put on my finest concrete shoes and take a swim in the closest pond and I'm stuck in my old room I must not tell lies mouth and eyes stitched shut troubled by sad songs wasting breath on thoughts not heard exchanging plans for fresh warm love rushing the hallway kicking the door I won't cut back on caffeine cause I can't take to fall asleep I might be drunk for the third week in a row seems like it's up to the bottle to start the show
2.
455 03:21
We spent nights raising glasses singing to our favorite songs always annoyingly loud, off-key singing til our pain was gone we gave ourselves control to alcohol showered with our clothes on came home past dawn though it's gone for good now i would spend any minute exactly the same this has been years ago now there are nights where all i want to be is to be back home and sixteen and for all that it's worth this is a letter to all of you messed up, wasted kids that i knew we had our first road trips kissed our first pair of lips we hid from our exes we buried our pets but also we fucked up to stay this way he left town for good she fell in love any other day and though it's gone for good now I would spend any minute exactly the same this has been years ago now there are nights where all i want to be is to be back home and sixteen and for all that it's worth this is a letter to all of you messed up, wasted kids that i knew
3.
I left the house with anything i did not need and caught a bus to anyone i shouldn't be with got rid of my bloodstained band-shirts and now im collecting bad things in my worn out backpack Im a psycho at best Stirring far away from proper confessions missed the exit by miles left home to find a new front porch to sleep through the days sobering away from hallucinations I walked among gods but I didn't dare to share my thoughts I might be an imposture of a good man I'm always on the hunt for the impossible holy three peace, love and a night without booze to silence me I'd rather leave the bridge and burn the river This might be ashes at best it's time to get this over with Stirring far away from proper confessions missed the exit by miles left home to find a new front porch to sleep through the days sobering away from hallucinations I walked among gods but I didn't dare to share my thoughts I might be an imposture of a good man
4.
Band-Aid 02:38
I haven't fallen in love in a long time and though scars do not appeal to me she does make me feel ever so slightly like the band-aid I'm not We shared our favorite bands and had a smoke and slow-danced became physical over a bottle of wine it has been bad the first time and it got worse the next time let me tell you about tripping and falling in love It was a great night It was incredibly dumb on first sight And it's a shame how fucked up it got erasing mistakes as easy as the number on her phone I tried to disarm her by closing my eyes but fuck her for smelling so god-damn nice It was a great night It was incredibly dumb on first sight I haven't fallen in love in a long time and though scars do not appeal to me she does make me feel ever so slightly like the band-aid I'm not
5.
Fine 03:27
It hurts to say that we're not together anymore I hate to tell you this over the phone I know that I might be the greatest asshole you've ever known I hate to tell you but this is fine for me so to put this in perspective this is not a sudden change of heart it is a well thought-out decision I'll be better off alone existential crisis on a daily basis and hangovers as part of who you are wearing your heart on your sleeve didn't help to keep it warm It hurts to say that we're not together anymore I hate to tell you this over the phone I know that I might be the greatest asshole you've ever known I hate to tell you but this is fine for me So to put this in perspective this is not a sudden change of heart it is a well thought-out decision I'll be better off alone existential crisis on a daily basis and heartaches as part of who I am wearing my heart around your neck didn't help to keep it warm and here is to the mess we made It hurts to say that we're not together anymore I hate to tell you this over the phone I know that I might be the greatest asshole you've ever known I hate to tell you but this is fine for me
6.
14, Across 03:59
Get up and look alive you moron I'm about to turn the table You might have ditched common sense for a couple of months and now it hits you like a train car right in front of your applauding nervous ticks enjoy the clapping sounds and going from red to green to blue might be a perfect fit, a perfect fit for you You're hardly in a state of being alive hands cuffed, face-down in a squad car solving crosswords about yourself on you forehead scribbling random letters into blurry squares I am the answer for every question i came up with I'm every word on the grid except 14, across I built a wall to keep you comfortable but i never built a door grab a hatchet and swing away don't leave no tree behind I know you well, I know you well you feel alright on an open plain and going from red to green to blue might be a perfect fit, a perfect fit for you You're hardly in a state of being alive hands cuffed, face-down in a squad car solving crosswords about yourself on you forehead scribbling random letters into blurry squares I am the answer for every question i came up with I'm every word on the grid except 14, across You see it's a thin line between fighting bravely and getting knocked out every time and you're fine, you're fine Get up and look alive you're fine, you're fine Get up and look alive

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Six songs coming straight from our heartstrings.
Whether they are about the end of a relationship, about feeling a sense of loss and restlessness, admitting your own mistakes to yourself, or if they are just looking back on a better time in your life.

They are all Proper Confessions.

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released September 4, 2020

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